||[Dec. 7th, 2005|12:13 pm]
ok, i'm officially bored. It's been 3 weeks tho, so that's not bad going. I miss work (never thoiught i'd say that, but i do). I have a million things i want/have to do, but it's hard. I have a ton of art projects i wanna do but i didn't get everything i wanted at michaels(art store) and i don't have a car so i can't get there without waiting for the number 44 bus which only runs once an hour whenever it feels like it. If i were at home i'd jump on the bus, go to town, go to the art store pick up my stuff with MY debit card and meet someone in intermezzo for coffee. Man i miss that. Not that Shane isn't great, but i haven't had much oppertunity to make friends. Leah is at work all the time, and Shane's friends don't want to talk to me about the latest Dior gown on the catwalk. I miss Laura a whole lot. It's wierd we spent so much of our teen years fighting, and now i really think i can't live without her. I miss my parents loads too, now that is wierd. I miss the stupidity of me and dad saying "It's your turn pooface Guyan" so at least one of us would make the coffee. Now it's always me cos shane drinks shitty decaf (what is the point may i ask?) Wow, i'm crying over stupid coffee rituals. I know it's going to be better, and i should be happy cos most people would kill to spend the day decorating the house and getting manicures and pedicures and watching e true hollywood stories, but it's lonely. I kinda understand why people have kids. I really look forward to 5.30 when he comes through the door. At least it's official- I will NEVER be a housewife!
The house is really beautiful, if i do say so myself i have done an excellent job so far. We've got 2 huge new york skyline paintings for the living room, we got bookcases (that i assembled!!!), i went out yesterday to get some vases and silk flowers for the living room and arranged them nicely, and i've decided that the guest bathroom is going to have a 1950's pin up girl theme. We also went to get a christmas tree yesterday so the house smells fantastic.